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hah…just finished 3 hours class of spss with dr jamal…arggh!!!already forgot all the things about epidemiology lah….that was 1st year punya subject…somehow…community health and family medicine quite interesting…teringat balik zaman sekolah masa blajar add maths n maser 1st year dulu…oklah 3 jam kat dalam lab komp nih..kalau kat kelas yg terisolated kat 3rd floor imc tuh mmg for sure sumer org sangap punya…heheh..alah…tetiap hari pun sangap….tak caya aku boleh bertahan satu hari sampai tujuh kelas….bebudak comm med boleh jadik pesakit diabetes coz time ngantuk jer carik sweets…pasaraya bintang plak mendermakan satu bekas gula2..tima kasihlah yer..untuk capin, tq for the mentos yer!!aku dah habiskan masa kelas tadik…kalau org measure aku punya RBS for sure >10mmol punya….tapi macam best plak kalau specialized in public health..keje ikut office hour..best tuh…takyah nak kira2..sumer komp jer yg buatkan…tgl nak interpret all the data jer…tapi bila pk2 balik macam pening plak kalau asik duk depan komp and see all the numbers everyday…hmmm..bolehlah public health masuk list..bleh jadik assistant dr. jamal…kemain semangat dia ngajar, sian plak kalau tak der sorang pun student dia  nak specialized dlm public health…apa2 pun…org kata comm med is a honeymoon posting…hopefully btullah apa org kata..i’m looking forward either it is true or not..oklah..see ya!!!

too many things to be covered..hopefully all things will be good…i’m looking forward for our forensic attachment during this holiday..previouly, i was thinking of becoming like grissom in csi…huh, it wouldn’t be the same rite…anyway it should be interesting…:)  till the,pray for our success…to all my frens out there…ganbatte ne!!!jaa ne….:)

hehehhe…blog kali ni aku tujukan khas untuk aserque…mesti ko tau kan aku tgh buat apa masa tgh tulis blog kat ko nih kan…kawaii!!!hehheheh…suke gile!!camner nak buat nih? huhuhuh..elok2 aku duk kat luar baca buku dermato yg ‘best’ tuh..tup2 terigt plak satu benda best..heheheh..gatal nih…comel lah…dgn cap merah dia tuh..hehehhe….suka nih…tolong lah aku sek…

hmmmm…oklah asek…sebab ko dah bising aku dah lama tak update blog nih aku pun buatlah yer..aku tak tau nak tulis apa..maybe i want to write a little bit about being satisfied and to satisfy another people..truthly, it is easy to satisfy other people but it’s harder being satisfied by other people…but i dun know what other people says..it’s just my opinion huh..perhaps this opinion just true regarding certain things..even i didn’t have any resons to say all these..hmm..it’s just my feeling…:p sometimes i think that maybe i’m too difficult to be satisfied…but sometimes i have to say to myself maybe that’s the all thing that the people can do for me…maybe the "satisfactory" things is too complicated to say rite? anyway..just drop by to give ur opinions ok…

thanx to all my frens who are still remembering my birthday..thn nih dapat kek besar..tq to the person yg belanja yer…tapi still kena share sbb sama besday ngan org lain…oklah..nothing else to write on…a good news!! aku dah habis anaest!!hahahahaha..devil’s laugh…suka tak terkata…tak sabar nak pergi radiology plak…tak kisah lah mana2 pun..asalkan aku tak tgk org kena intubate dah lah…

for me…anaest is the most scariest posting that i have ever been…just seeing the patient being intubated is the moment that can make my heart stop beating…huhh…trust me…within 30 seconds you should complete the intubation… if not..the patient might have hypoxia and will lead to brain damage…the bad things is we have to perform the intubation!!!!i hate  that!!!!another week to go to finish anest posting…if the dr. asked me to do intubation to the manikin then i’ll do it…but to the  patient, i dun think that i have enough courage to do that…. just pray for me…i really2 hate anest…:( and one more things…it deals with too many drugs..i hate all the fancy2 drugs’ name!!! memorizing all the names can induce me to sleep…huh…i’ll be anaesthesized just by memorizing the names only!!!dahlah dalam operation room tuh sejuk gila….tak larat lah nak duduk dlm ot dr pukul 8pg sampai thg hari…beku!!!!but it’s fun to practice CPR during this posting..oklah,after this bolehlah aku buat CPR..hehehheh…oklah…got to go…nak buat write up and seminar plak…see you hmmmm…maybe another month!!!

it’s so long that i haven’t write in this bolg..gomen nasai!!!!!out of idea….i have told you already that i’ll make this thing half way….anyway…just a few days more before the exam day..so i can’t think anything else except the exam things!!! just pray for our success…hehheh..then i’ll have a nice 1 week holiday at home before entering another year of medical students’ life….to all my frens out there…ganbatte ne!!!

i tought that i can finished my case write up on sunday..hehehhe…now,it’s already monday but i just finished only half way!!! too many  differential diagnosis to be discussed on…hmm..the most part that i hate is the lab investigations…this patient already had more than 20 investigations that have been done..huh…upon discharged,the diagnosis is VIRAL FEVER only!!!haiyaa!!!penatlah aku nak tulis!!!
anyway….i have to stop now….wanna to finish my write up..this afternoon we have tutorial with dr wahab on failure to thrive..habislah,aku tak baca lagi ni….:(

too lazy to write anything in this blog…maybe next time…nothing happens…thinking of finishing the 3rd case write-up but i’m totally out of idea….but the case is quite interesting…hopefully can make it up by this sunday…huh, just want to concentrate on my study..the final exam is just around the corner!!! (thinking of going to common room and a have sleep….hopefully they won’t turn off the air cond…it’s too hot rite now!!!damn… i dun like people who turn off that thing….)

hmmm…nothing much to write on…yg paling penting aku sgt ngantuk hari nih..tido almost at 4 o’clock….cp dgn dr zain habis 12.30…seminar at 2.15….tak sempat nak tido pun..oklah..nak blah..nak tido dulu..tomorrow it’s my turn for cp..heh.nasib tak baik sbb kena present kat dr. zain…tetiap kali cp aku mesti dpt patient yg tah sakit apa tah..kali nih with prolonged fever..almost a month….dia punya lab investigations punyalah nak dekat 1001 jenis..masaklah aku kalau nak buat write up case tu…nak menyalin results dia dah satu kerja…nak interpret lagi lagi 10 kali kerja…ahh…baik balik tido dulu…ngantuk gila…dahlah si one-z buat seminar sampai 47 slide…tah apa lah yg dia citer pasal childhood tb tuh..tp tak per..nasib baik esok patient aku tuh dia punya differential is tuberculosis….sorilah wan….last2 tuh aku dah tak dgr…penat aku tahan ngantuk tau…fairuz nya seminar typhoid fever  pun ok gak tadik…heheheh..another differential for my patient tomorrow….so tak yah lah aku nak baca bebbyk mlm nih…tak per..esok ptg seminar aainaa…hmm..dengue fever..very very important topic!!!(as what dr. zain said)…mesti esok tajuk tu sampai sepuluh jam….:P